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Tarot card healing

Comment/thoughts from watch watching ABroomandTheMoon     

           I have missed your videos. You were an inspiration for me when I started doing my own tarot card readings. oo I see you have the past life deck too, I do as well. I have quite a bit more decks than I originally had, I have 10 now. But I’m sure you have many more than that. There are just so many good one’s out there. I’ve actually found it hard to warm up to new decks. Even forging a relationship with my main deck was really hard for me. I had a lot of fear for a very long time and even now I worry a bit. I never used to understand my cards like I do now. I never realize just how accurate she was, and how important it was that I listened to her. I didn’t realize that it was no coincidence when I got the cards that I did. I didn’t start realizing certain things until I started to get the same cards over and over, and more so spookily in the same place in my celtic cross spread.. and the chances of that happening are like.. 1 in 700 or so. It’s just not likely, so that’s when I understood it wasn’t chance at all.

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The lost years of my life.

                          My thoughts/comment from watching a video. (video at end)      

        I’m 28 years old and I have no idea what is going on. I have so much amnesia and trauma that I couldn’t map my life out if you paid me. I’m going through some painful changes myself. Healing from trauma isn’t easy, it’s like being ripped out from the inside. My level of trauma causes me to be unsure of who I am anymore. I just don’t know.

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Thoughts on me being a vampire

Response/thoughts from watching a video. (video at end)       

       I can’t believe how good this video is. Normally people are very cruel to us. They act like there is something wrong with us and we just aren’t good enough or spiritual enough.

 I really honor how respectful you are in this video, it means a lot to me.

       Honestly at start I was worried you didn’t know what you were talking about, but now I see you do. It was very wise of you to tell us to call back our own energy, I had never thought about that in my life.

       Looking back I have given my energy away to other people, I have been made responsible for other people, my parents when i was a child and growing up. My mother is a really terrible emotional vampire, she’s always really hurt me a lot.

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I am a bringer of life and death

My comment/thoughts in reply to the supplied facebook post. 

       Well.. I don’t wake up then. I don’t want to. I need my sleep. I feel my healing maybe much more intense than other people. I am healing deep traumas and digging deep. If I don’t sleep, I just wont make it. I go through tremendous amounts of physical pain in my clearings. I am wounded, I have been wounded. My auric feild and energy body is and has been desolate. I see it, I see it in my clairvoyance. See and feel. I know it. I do. I can feel when I’m bleeding to death, I can see it too. To me, it’s no different than i’ve just had my chest destroyed and losing blood fast. I am incredibly psychic and intuitive. and it’s nothing short of devastating. It hurts me so much, I never imagined I was so wounded.

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About me [youtube] (updated)

       My name is Lily. I’m a psychic girl trying to find her way in this world. Between trying to become who I am, healing all sorts of trauma and developing my psychic abilities, this shit seriously isn’t easy on me. I’m a life coach, but I’m the one hurting. The wisdom I have and will learn is hard earned. This shit isn’t easy and I got it all on film to prove it. No one can say I didn’t go through hell and back, no one can say I didn’t work my fucking ass off. Got proof bitch.  and it’s not easy, it’s hella not easy. and I’m discouraged. I’m a being that is not of this world, I am so many things, a witch, a being of all magicks, an elf, unicorn, dragon, vampire, past king of Egypt and ice queen. This shits not cool, at all. and being in this human world I have no idea what to say anymore. The transition is kicking my fucking ass. But all I can do is walk this road. I’m angry, so angry.. because it fucking hurts. I can’t do anything but walk out my bleeding road till it makes sense.